Distance & Space Allow Emotions To Age Into Faith..
Here it is..my first entry. Not sure what much there is to say. I could say what is on my mind but its a touchy subject, maybe some other time when i have more time to talk about it without me getting upset.
Anyway..Chucky got upset with me, since i could only see him for an hour. Only thing i can say to that is sorry but yea jobs suck and so does school but its the only thing that will help me in the long run of getting the fuck out of here and being on my own.
Bad night i guess. I stopped by my birth parents house to see Ed, Kathy, and Savannah and stayed there most of the night. Then went to the mall to stop by Halloween Adventure and drop off a pack-n-play thing for April and her baby.
Anyway im going to try and finish some homework tonight since i work from 7:30 am to 11 pm tomorrow and wont get time to do it before thursday. At least i got my oral report done for english class. Its just my business meeting thursday night that im worried about.
Sadly enough, i didnt even realize it but this month is exactly a year.. from sept to oct. of last year when i was at my worst. amazing that time can pass like that..it seemed longer..has it been longer? Have i really put it in the far corner of my mind and tryed to forget it that badly? I guess so. Flashbacks always happen every now and then especially now..yesterday i was pretty bad though. Missed work since i was run down and made myself sick from lack of sleep (who would have thought) after i woke up i remembered some of what happened and tears just came. mood swings i guess. could be that time..then again i wouldnt know..being on the shot kind of takes away from ur sense of time for all that.
anyway im going to bed...didnt mean for this entry to be that long.
_Goodnight & Sweet Dreams_
_Kat Current Mood: cranky